Son of Gaea

Needy

2012-01-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

I want you to hold me, babe
Hold me so tight
I want you to touch me, babe
Touch me every night

I just want to feel you, babe
Feel you all over
I just want to see you, babe
What's under the cover

I need to
I need you
I need it now

You don't have to contain me, babe
You can unleash me
Even with the lights out, babe
With your hands you'll see me

I need to
I need you
I need it now

You don't have to hold back, babe
Let me lose control
I'm losing control

-- Boying

Orga

2011-12-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

Can you tell which of the following photos were taken using a DSLR camera?

Answer: None. All photos were taken using a regular Canon PowerShot A3100 camera. Hehe.

The images are in full resolution in my deviantArt gallery:
http://boyingopaw.deviantart.com/

-- Boying

The Need to Feed

2011-09-29T11:29:00.000+08:00

Uncontrollable is this urge
My adrenaline is in surge
There's no way that I can be purged
Now

I want to feed
Right now
I want to feed on your flesh right now
I am in need
Right now
I want to see you on a dish right now

My testosterone's on a high
I'm so hungry; I think I'll die
I can fight it but I won't try
Now

I want to feed
Right now
I want to feed on your flesh right now
I am in need
Right now
I want to see you on a dish right now

There's an emptiness that's inside
I've been filling it; I have tried
It's a feeling that I won't hide
Now

I want to feed
Right now
I want to feed on your flesh right now
I am in need
Right now
I want to see you on a dish right now

-- Boying

Random

2011-09-23T14:17:00.000+08:00

It was just one of those many other nights. I had too much caffeine. I can't sleep. I don't have work the following day. That is usually how it is.

I always come at around 3AM. That is when there are no more performing impersonators, just the house music with its throbbing kicks. I do not dislike the impersonators. I actually find them funny and quite entertaining. It is just that when I am getting on with my dance-to-the-beat-of-the-drum thing, I do not want to be interrupted by the intermission of the performances.

I always have beer. It's usually San Mig Light. I never went trying the new stuff that the others have. Most of the others have Tanduay Ice, some have Red Horse. And, a few others have those that do not come in bottles, but are in glasses of various shapes and sizes. The ones that the bartender mix, shake and pour over ice for them.

It is more of a routine, this beer thing of mine. I am a big fan of routines. And, as much as possible, I desperately try to avoid changes. Changes freak me out. So, I end up ordering the same type of food everytime I eat in fastfood chains, the same type of beverage in coffee shops. In the case of clubs and bars, San Mig Light.

I drink fast. Though, I don't drink a lot, usually about five or six bottles in each night at the club. But, since I drink fast, I get drunk pretty fast too. It is probably because I come alone and don't have company to talk to. There are no pauses to all the drinking going on. At around 04:30, when I was already done with my sixth bottle, I knew I already had enough alcohol for the night. Weak. I know. Haha. And by that time, I knew I was not going to come home alone.

He was the usual random guy that you meet in clubs, not overly attractive but not bad looking either. Just like the alcohol that I have had, he was just "enough". Tama lang. I do not really believe in beer goggles. Even when totally drunk, I could still make out those who are hot, those who are okay, and those who I think are not. And, that guy was, I would say, tama lang.

It was the usual look, the one that he gave me. The look that seemed like his stare could almost peel your clothes off of you right there in front of him. Sometimes, when under these sort of instances, I would stare back with the same hungry eyes. But, that night, I didn't. I just stared on the floor with my head low, slowly moving towards his direction, my back towards him. That was an act, of course, to look weak and vurnerable. A prey. I allowed him to play the role of predator. In no time, he was already behind me and his arms were wrapped around me.

I like it that way, the guy behind me and his arms around me. It's that feeling of mock security when you are in the hands of another person when you are already drunk. It's like an "it's okay, I got you" thing.

I know there are people who would look at this and say, "look at this poor little guy, seeking comfort in the hands of a total stranger." I would, of course, respect their views on things, their so-called intelectual opinions. And, with that, I expect them to respect my response: Fuck you!

At around 6:00, we were aready in his room. With all my energy drained because of all the dancing and drinking, I no longer wanted to have sex. I just wanted to lie there comfortably in his bed, snoring with his arms around me. The "don't worry, I got you" thing. But, of course, that was not the reason why he took me home. So we made out, stripped off our clothes while making out, made out some more, did the sex stuff until eventually I lost track of how many times he said, "'tang ina, ang sarap mo" and amazingly we dozed off without even coming. "I got you".

When I woke up, I dressed, went out and chose a random elevator that would take me to the ground floor. I took a random path towards the gate and hailed a random taxi that would eventually take me home.

-- Boying

Save Me

2011-09-14T12:25:00.000+08:00

another night
the same old story
same set of lies
the same old ugly
he's in the crowd
but he is lonely
and then he screams
"somebody, save me!"

then he wakes up
a different bed
and on his arms
a different head
within his heart
there's something dead
and then he said
"somebody, save me!"

then he steps out
he boards a train
he is alone
he is in pain
he wastes his time
to wait in vain
and then he whispers
"somebody, save me!"

-- Boying

Postscript //
Sometimes, when you are in the lowest of the low and in so much need of help, the best time to cry "save me" is when you are in front of a mirror. It is in that time that you will see, right in front of you, your hero. Sometimes, you have to decide to help yourself and not see the act as that of a bitter loner. Because, one of the most difficult of tasks is having to save someone who doesn't want to be rescued.

Movie Nights: Updated - 11 September 2011

2011-09-11T20:57:00.002+08:00

Akala niyo wala nang movie nights?

08.29.2011 03:50:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # B16
(3D) Cars 2 [G]

08.14.2011 03:45:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # D16
(2D) Cowboys & Aliens [PG-13]

07.31.2011 03:15:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # A16
Captain America: The First Avenger [G]

07.17.2011 03:00:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # B16
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 2 [PG]

07.03.2011 12:40:00 AM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # L5
(3D) Transformers: Dark of the Moon [G]

06.18.2011 09:25:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # H8
(3D) Green Lantern [G]

06.12.2011 06:25:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # C18
Super 8 [G]

06.05.2011 07:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # A14
X-men First Class [PG-13]

05.29.2011 06:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # A16
(3D) Kung Fu Panda [G]

05.22.2011 06:50:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E18
Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides [G]

05.15.2011 05:10:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # J11
(3D) Priest [R-13]

05.08.2011 03:15:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # F4
Water for Elephants [PG-13]

04.30.2011 08:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # G14
Thor [G]

03.20.2011 08:50:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E18
(2D) World Invasion: Battle Los Angeles [PG-13]

03.13.2011 08:55:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E18
Red Riding Hood [PG-13]

03.06.2011 08:35:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # D16
Never Let Me Go [R-13]

-- Boying Opaw

Pseudo Me

2011-09-09T03:40:00.000+08:00

this is a sin
this is not me
I did not do
these things I see
I will deny
and I will hide
the other side
the pseudo me

I will believe
that I am pure
that I'm a man
and I am sure
that I have one
identity
that I am not
this pseudo me

I'm not confused
the certainty
will free me from
this fantasy
I will be spared
I won't be judged
to them there'll be
no pseudo me

there is a ghost
I am in fright
he haunts me when
I sleep at night
I close my eyes
but I still see
I know his name
he's pseudo me

I will refuse
I will resist
I won't accept
I will insist
I won't believe
that I'll be free
that part of me
is pseudo me

-- Boying

Postscript //
References:
pseudo me

"deep inside, umi-echos din ang mga 'yan..."
-- Matt Gozun, Becky Nights

"...mga takot sa sariling multo..."
- The Manila Bitch, during a converstion over coffee at Greenbelt Coffee Bean, a few moons ago

Bus

2011-09-03T10:29:00.000+08:00

Kasama ko si jowapaks. Date. Manunuod kami ng Cars 2 sa may Greenbelt 3. Ang aking suking sinehan. Sa Ortigas kami manggagaling, sa may Megamall. Magbubus kami.

Manrose. Yun ang pangalan ng bus na sinakyan namin. Yung kulay violet na may mga bulaklak. Yun ang mabibilis na bus. Dun ako madalas sumasakay. Dun din ako nadukutan minsan ng 64GB na iPod touch. 4th gen pa naman yun. Haha.

Ayun. Nasa bus na nga kami. Onti lang ang pasahero. Nasa may gitna kami. Traffic at nabore kami ni jowapaks ko kaya nagharutan kami. Nilibugan ako. Buti na lang may dala na backpack si jowapaks. Ginawa ko yung pantakip. Nilabas ko si super junior at nagjakol. Wala pang dalawang minuto, nilabasan na ako. Mr. Quickie. Haha. Nasa may Guadalupe na kami nun. Amoy tamod tuloy yung panyo na ginawa kong pamunas.

Natapos na namin ni jowapaks ang pelikula. Pauwi na kami. Bus na naman. Hindi na Manrose. Di ko alam ang pangalan. Traffic ulit. Ayun, harutan ulit. Jakol ulit ako. Nilabasan ulit. Maganda ang kurtina nung bus. Malinis. Ginawa ko tuloy pamunas.

Tulad ng karamihan sa mga storya ko, ang kwentong ito ay hindi kapupulutan ng aral. Wala lang. Madaldal lang talaga ako.

-- Boying

Us

2011-09-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

words
we speak words
we hear words
don't understand each other

time
we spend time
the same time
but we are not together

things
we do things
the same things
but we still disagree

lies
we tell lies
the same lies
do we believe each other

faith
we have faith
the same faith
but do we trust each other

-- Boying

Yotero

2011-06-04T15:56:00.002+08:00

Another soundcloud upload.

Yotero by Boying

-- Boying

Del Sur (My First Soundcloud Upload)

2011-05-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

My first soundcloud upload. The track "Del Sur" from "EB".

Del Sur by Boying

-- Boying

FarmVille 3D

2011-05-14T12:06:00.002+08:00

Joke. Haha.

2011 Summer. Farm (Malaybalay City, Bukidnon). With my father.

Why would I play FarmVille when I can get my hands (feet) on the real thing?

-- Boying Opaw

First Attempt on SFX

2011-05-14T12:05:00.000+08:00

This is my first attempt on special effects.

Bow.

-- Boying Opaw

The Purging

2011-03-22T08:52:00.000+08:00

As the water pours on me
and flows all over me,
I have to forget how your body felt against me.

As the soap cleanses me,
I have to forget the way you smell.

And I try hard to erase the marks that you wrote on my skin.

When I return home,
he must not smell you
when his lips touches me.

-- Boying

Energy

2011-03-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

The sun. The moon. The stars.
The wind. The air. The waters.

Energy.

Day. Night. Time.
Life. Breath. Death.

Energy.

You. Me.
Us. We...

...energy.
Energy.
Energy!

We are all energy.
We are all energy!

-- Boying

Movie Nights: Updated - 06 December 2011

2011-03-06T06:26:00.000+08:00

Hindi ako tumigil sa kakanuod ng sine. May movie nights pa rin ako. Bakit ako titigil? Ngayon pa na may nakakasama na ako manuod? Hehehehehe.

03.05.2011 10:30:00 PM
Trinoma. Cinema 2. Seat # E18
Just Go With It [PG-13]

02.26.2011 11:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # D16
I Am Number Four [PG-13]

02.19.2011 11:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Vanishing on 7th Street [PG-13]

01.30.2011 08:45:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
Love and Other Drugs[R-13]

01.22.2011 03:35:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # D6
Hereafter [PG-13]

01.14.2011 09:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # B14
Gulliver's Travels [G]

01.09.2011 09:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E16
The Tourist [PG-13]

12.17.2010 08:55:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # A7
Tron Legacy (3D) [G]

12.04.2010 09:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E16
The Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader (3D) [G]

11.29.2010 07:50:00 PM
Trinoma. Cinema 3. Seat # N10
SAW: The Final Chapter [R-13]

11.27.2010 09:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # E15
Skyline [PG-13]

11.23.2010 08:10:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # K7
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows: Part 1 [PG-13]

-- Boying Opaw

Laro

2011-02-28T22:58:00.001+08:00

Manunuod kami ng sine nun sa may Greenbelt 3. Hindi pa magsisimula ang pelikula kaya tumambay muna kami sa may Starbucks sa baba. Wala kami magawa kaya, hiniram niya ang device ko at naglaro siya. Wala ako malaro kasi nasa kanya ang device ko, kaya kinuha ko ang sa kanya at nitanong ko siya, "pwede ko ba 'tong laruin?"

"Oo naman," sabi niya.

Naging adik ang utak ko at naisipan kong tanungin siya, "ano pang pwede kong laruin sa iyo?", sabay tingin sa kanya at ngisi ng makahulugan.

Sinakyan niya naman ang topak ko at sumagot siya, "lahat!"

Biglang pumasok sa isip ko at sinabi ko sa kanya, "Hindi lahat pwedeng paglaruan ah. Ito hindi pwedeng paglaruan.", sabay turo sa kaliwang bahagi ng kanyang dibdib.

Keso. Hehehehehe.

-- Boying

Dark Nebula

2011-01-29T16:31:00.004+08:00

A game that blew my mind. Incredible graphics. Amazing cinematic sountrack. The gameplay? Wow! Nothing like I have ever played before. I would say, I am impressed.

Dark Nebula - Episode One (Gameplay Trailer)

Dark Nebula - Episode Two (Gameplay Trailer)

Play Now:
Dark Nebula - Episode One
Dark Nebula - Episode Two

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Did somebody say, "Action!"?

Lost and Found

2011-01-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

Wala lang 'to. Gusto ko lang ikwento.

Lost One.

Dalawa ang suki ko na Starbucks dito sa Metro Manila. Una, yung Starbucks sa may baba ng opisina namin (Starbucks Makati Stock Exchange) at isa yung sa labas ng dorm (Starbucks Ortigas Home Depot). Isang beses, nasa may Home Depot ako na branch. Magbabayad na sana ako ng order ko pero napahiya ako kasi nawala pala ang credit card ko. Hindi ko maalala kung saan ko naiwan.

Kinabukasan, nasa may Starbucks MSE ako, para magkape. Nalaman ko na naiwan ko pala sa kanila ang card ko. Binalik nila sakin.

Lost Too (Two - II - 2).

Kanina lang, magchacharge na sana ako kasi lowbat na ako. Pero hindi ko magawa dahil nawawala ang charger ko. Hindi ko mahanap. Naalala ko na nagsusurf pala ako sa may Starbucks Home Depot kaninang madaling araw at naiwan ko ang charger ko dun. Pumunta ako agad sa store para tanungin kung nakita ba nila. Hindi ko pa natatanong ang charger, sinabi na nila agad na naiwan ko raw. Binalik nila sakin.

Thanks, guys!

Dahil dito, ini-endorse ko na ang Starbucks. Ini-encourage ko kayong lahat na walain niyo ang gamit niyo sa Starbucks. Har har.

-- Boying

Postscript // I was lost. Now, I'm found.

Ghosts

2010-12-07T09:49:00.001+08:00

the smell of your skin
the touch of your hands
the warmth of you within my arms

your sweet voice
your pretty smile
your soft lips and your beautiful mouth

the way you laugh
the way you talk
the way we're quiet when we walk

I still remember
I can still feel
I am still haunted

-- Boying Opaw

Sabi ni Boying: Words...

2010-11-07T13:23:00.000+08:00

How do you get the right answers?
Ask the right questions.

How do you answer wrong questions?
You don't.

How do you answer all the right questions?
One at a time.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Sasagutin ko na sana tanong niya. Kaso, baka hindi siya maniwala. =)

Archangel (Daw...)

2010-11-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

Ang tema ng Halloween party ng project namin ngayon ay Heaven & Hell. At ang naisipan nilang gawin ay mag ramp modeling. Hinati nila ang buong project sa labing-apat na pangkat at binigyan isa-isa ng isang Virtue (Heaven) o Sin (Hell) na siyang magiging tema ng pangkat para sa isusuot nila at irarampa. Nung nagkabunutan na ang na-assign sa pangkat namin ay ang Sin na 'Wrath/Anger'.

Hindi ako ang nag-isip kung ano ang isusuot ko. Sinabihan lang ako na magiging totured angel daw. Ito tuloy ang nangyari. May mas babakla pa ba sa puting pantalon with matching pakpak.

Ako lang ang nakapaa sa lahat ng andun. Wala na daw akong pambili ng tsinelas.

Ako lang din pala ang naka-topless na andun. Wala din daw ako pambili ng top.

Pero, in fairness, may pambili ako ng espada. LOL.

-- Boying Opaw

Solo Flight: Updated - 01 November 2010

2010-11-02T00:17:00.000+08:00

Lately, linggo linggo na ako sa Obar. Naging parte na ito ng weekend ko. Tuwing Biyernes at Sabado na ako dun ng gabi. Pero bago babagsak sa Obar, palagi pa rin akong nasa nakasanayan na movie nights ko.

10.31.2010 06:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Stone [R-13]

10.24.2010 06:20:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E16
Life As We Know It [PG-13]

10.17.2010 06:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
Red [PG-13]

10.03.2010 08:25:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # D11
Wall Street Money Never Sleeps [PG-13]

09.26.2010 08:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E15
Legend of the Guardians: The Owls of Ga'Hoole [G]

-- Boying Opaw

One Night Stand

2010-10-25T07:53:00.002+08:00

please just let me lie beside you
and let me hold your hand and kiss you
just for one night

please just hold me in your arms
and let me whisper into your ears
just for one night

it is harder to resist when it is your hands that is on me
so, please don't touch me where I won't be able to hold back any longer
just for one night

please just let me keep my clothes on
as I try to tame this hard on
just for one night

please let me pretend that you need me
and that you will protect me
just for one night

let me dream of forever with you
i'll refuse to sleep and will just think about you
just for one night

you can break my heart tomorrow
and make me miss everything about you
but for tonight
let me pretend that it's just me and you

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript //

"everybody's searching for intimacy
everybody's hurting for intimacy"
-- The Corrs, Intimacy

Promdi

2010-10-14T20:45:00.004+08:00

Below is an exchange of text messages with Christopher. Notice that except for the words 'life', 'gay', 'guy' and 'old', I have been Tagalog all through out the conversation.

Chris
oks! ikaw u have to have a life.. real healthy life style.. w0rkout with me, so u can b fit..

Boying
Hahaha. May life naman ako ah. ;p

Chris
what a life! ur y0ung but evrythng seems old..

Boying
Hahaha. Anong old sakin?

Chris
Huwwwwatttt? ur really asking me? wen i met u and after wat happened with u and that gay guy u met in musicbox? i realized that n0t becoz ur pr0mdi, he can d0 that to u..or any1 dhl mabait k..

Boying
Haha. Hindi ako mabait. Si gay guy, ginawa niya yun hindi dahil promdi ako kundi dahil ganun siya. Hahaha. Ano na old sa akin?

Chris
b0ying, he did that bec he played with u like ur a t0y he dumped bec he can.. wen u met him ur eyes sparkled as if u won a million in a lotto game, gay guys knw that..

Chris
Gay life here is diff in cagayan.. pipol treat u differently.. and i realized that wen my friends met u d last time..

Boying
Hahahahaha. Respetohin ko na lang mga opinyon mo.

Chris
u d0nt nid to. actually. thats the least thing i expect fr u after meeting u b0ying, h0nestly.

Boying
=)

Chris
bsta c0nsider w0rking out, mrmi kpa mkikilala..new friends plus the benefits of being healthy and fit.

Analysis of Data
1. Hindi ako mabait. Plastic siguro, pero mabait? Nope.
2. The fact that I am from the province does not in any way make you know better that me.
3. It might seem like you already know me, but you really don't. Hence, you haven't realized anything yet.
4. Siguro mahirap paniwalaan, but I actually have friends.

-- Boying Opaw

Masculada

2010-10-10T16:05:00.004+08:00

Status report na naman ba ito sa mga "O Nights" ko? Ayan, biglang may terminilohiya na ako sa napapadalas na pagrampa ko sa O Bar dyan sa may Ortigas. Bakit ba kasi ang lapit lapit niya sa dorm ko. Ang dali lang tuloy puntahan. Wow, mga excusese ko na naman para lumandi lang.

O Bar Ortigas
09 October 2010
02:30 AM MNL

Pagkatapos ng regular na work-week ender daldalan session namin ng mga kasamahan ko sa trabaho, umuwi na ako sa dorm para magpalit ng damit. Hatinggabi na kami natapos kaya't madaling araw na ako nakauwi. Ang polo ko ay naging isang plain na puting t-shirt. Ang sapatos naman, pinalitan ko ng tsinelas. Tapos diretso na ako sa O Bar.

Wala namang maraming nangyari. Siyempre, uminom ako. May nakita akong katrabaho namin na ayaw aminin ang pagiging miyembro niya sa "Federal Army" (formerly 'Federacion'). Hindi niya ako pinansin nung nahuli ko tingin niya. Bahala siya.

Pangatlong gabi ko na pala yun na sunod-sunod na umiinom ako sa O Bar. Nung medyo marami na akong na-inom, nagsimula na akong antokin. Nakaupo ako at hawak hawak ko pa rin ang isang bote ng San Mig Light. Hindi ko namalayan, naidlip ako at nabitawan ko ang bote. Ayun. Pagbagsak niya sa sahig, nabasag siya.

Galing akong CR at hinahanap ko ang isang blogger na nakita ko lang din dun sa loob. Habang dumadaan ako sa human maze patungo sa pwesto niya, may sumalubong sakin na isang guy. Akala ko makikipagkilala. Sasabihan niya lang pala ako na, "You are so masculine."

Sasabihan ko sana siya na, "Girl, you haven't met me yet!" Pero tinamad na akong magsalita. Ngumiti na lang ako at tinapik siya sa likod.

Ang ending ko nung gabing yun (madaling araw pala), mga 4AM na ako nakauwi ng dorm. Nagising ako ng bandang 10AM. Buti na lang walang pasok.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Dun pala sa blogger na nakita ko dun at nakasayaw ko, ang masasabi ko lang, "Wow!"

Sabi ni Boying: Ang Mga Gwapo...

2010-10-10T15:53:00.003+08:00

Kausap ko ang isa kong katrabaho na babae.

Boying: Nakakainis yang mga gwapo na yan.
Si Girl: Bakit naman?
Boying: Kasi, either straight lang sila o hindi. Kung hindi naman sila straight, ayaw din naman nila sa iyo.
*** tawanan ***

At, kausap ko naman ang isa kong kaibigan.

Si Friend: Ang gwapo naman niya, Boying. Sayang naman at naging straight siya.
Boying: Bakit?! Kung magiging bakla siya, tingin mo ba papatol siya sakin?
*** tawanan ***

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Bakit kaya kami nagtawanan?

Sorry

2010-10-07T11:50:00.002+08:00

Flashback
A few weeks ago, I wrote about a guy named Christopher. There were two posts with him in it [Hulam and Hulam (Reiteration),].

I'll make the story short. I met Chris online. We met for the first time in his place weeks ago. His partner was in Davao. We had sex. We met again days later and went out with his friends to drink. We were on this place in Tomas Morato. There, I met Denver. That night, instead of going home with Chris and his friends, I went with Denver.

O Bar Ortigas
07 October 2010
02:00 AM MNL
I just woke up. I went straight to the bar. I was alone. I drank. Moments later someone came to me and asked, "bakit ka umiinom mag-isa?" It was Christopher. I never knew he was there at the bar. He then asked me to join him and his friends.

I got introduced to his friends. I drank with them. Moments later...

Boying: May kasalanan ba ako sa iyo?
Christopher: Ano sa tingin mo?
Boying: Sapat na ba ang "sorry"?
Christopher: Oo naman.

I hugged him in front of everybody and whispered into his ears, "sorry." Then, I kissed him on the cheeks.

-- Boying Opaw

I'm a slave of Karma
spin the wheel and I'm a king reborn
I'm a slave to Karma
I'm coming back, yeah, I'll be coming back
but for the last time
-- Splashdown, Karma Slave

Afternoon Delight

2010-09-28T08:14:00.002+08:00

Isang typical na weekend ng hapon. Walang ulan. Wala na rin ang araw, palubog na. Pero maliwanag pa ang kalangitan. Para sa Metro Manila, masasabing maganda ang panahon ng mga oras na iyon. Hindi masyadong mainit at may kaunting hangin. Hindi ito malamig, pero masarap pa rin ang pakiramdam nito habang umiihip.

Nasa isang kapehan ako. Wala nang pwesto sa loob kung saan may aircon kaya nasa labas ako nakaupo. Buti na lang, maganda ang panahon (please refer to first paragraph for details). Mainit ang kape ko dahil akala ko sa loob ako makakakuha ng mesa at upuan. Ang bango at ang sarap ng kape. Kung marunong akong gumawa ng ganun sa bahay, hindi na ako pupunta pa sa kapehang yun para magkape.

Ang ganda ng hapon na iyon. Isang bagay na lang ang kulang. Isang taong makakausap.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Tinanong ako ng kausap ko sa telepono, "sanay ka namang mag-isa, diba?" Hindi ako nakasagot.

Apex :D

2010-09-26T10:56:00.002+08:00

A few weeks ago, when I was home in Bukidnon, my younger bro asked me to cook up some audio snippets that they will use in a dance competition, which they will be joining. I was about to return to Manila that time, so from scratch, I made 2 tracks overnight. This is a video of them during the competition. They used my tracks. Woo hoo!

-- Boying Opaw

Beta Over. I Like. Aura: Work In Progress

2010-09-25T13:57:00.003+08:00

//
Virb.com, my host for uploading and sharing music to the entire planet, has just stopped being beta. It means that I have to pay USD 10.00 / month to be able to share my stuff to the everyone. Sad.

//
Fortunately, a few months ago I have “copied” my Virb.com contents to facebook and created a page. Last time I checked, I got 275 ‘likes’. Woo hoo! Salamat ng marami sa mga nag-‘like’! Though, di ko alam kung sino sa mga yun ang mga nakinig talaga at sino ang nag-like lang. Nevertheless, much much thanks to you, guys!

Sa mga hindi pa nag-‘like’. Like niyo naman page ko sa facebook. Hehe. Kinig na rin kayo.

//
Currently working on something. Started with the draft of one track, tentatively titled ‘Aura’, about a week ago. No effects. Unprocessed. Not yet “mastered”. I have uploaded the draft on my facebook page. Hee hee. Malay ko, may makinig.

-- Boying Opaw

Reminiscing: College Days

2010-09-15T00:13:00.002+08:00

Hay! Memories.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Parang ang sarap mag-aral ulit.

ETYH

2010-09-14T15:39:00.002+08:00

Gahilom-hilom ra ka sa trabaho unya naay kalit lang mag-text:

Boy: ABC...
Girl: Huh?
Boy: Always Be Careful...
Girl: Ahhhhh. Then?
Boy: DEFG...
Girl: ...?
Boy: Don't Ever Forget, Girl...
Girl: Forget what?
Boy: i'm HI...
Girl: ...?
Boy: Happily In-love...
Girl: So?
Boy: JKLM...
Girl: ...?
Boy: Just Keep Loving Me...
Girl: So, how about NOPQRSTUVWXYZ?
Boy: ...
Girl: ...?
Boy: No Other Person Quite Reasonable Shall Treat U Very Well Xcept me, You'll Zee!
Girl: ETYH...
Boy: Huh?
Girl: ES TOR YA HEH!

Hahahahaha! LOL!

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Binggoy, kalay-kalay ka nga bata! LOL.

Hush

2010-09-14T03:31:00.002+08:00

September 12, 2010 ng madaling araw.
Sa O Bar ng Home Depot Compound sa may Julia Vargas.

Boying: Ano hinahanap mo?
Joey: Peace...

I do not know exactly what you are going through right now. Anyhow, this is for you. I hope that you'd get to see this and that you would take time to listen.

Lullaby
Creed

hush my love now don’t you cry
everything will be all right
close your eyes and drift in dream
rest in peaceful sleep

if there’s one thing I hope
i showed you
hope I showed you

just give love to all

oh my love...in my arms tight
every day you give me life
as I drift off to your world
we'll rest in peaceful sleep

i know there’s one thing that
you showed me
that you showed me

just give love to all
let’s give love to all

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Is that the time? Jeez, it's 03:36 AM. Nytnyt.

Apex: Rebirth

2010-09-13T19:24:00.002+08:00

It took my younger bro roughly one week to prepare for this. Kasama na pag-arrange ng music, pag-choreograph, tsaka pag practice ng sayaw.

I was there and I’ve seen and heard the other performers. Without being biased, my brother’s group’s music was the most professional sounding among all who performed. Pero, hindi sila nanalo dito. Hindi kasi sila sabay sabay. Ang mga nanalo dito yung mga mukhang pang-"It's Showtime" ang ginawa. Haha. Nahilig ata ang mga hurado dun. Hee hee.

Ako ang may hawak ng camera. Pasensya na, magalaw. Hehe.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Ako na ang stage kuya.

Lullaby (Insomnia)

2010-09-13T03:40:00.003+08:00

I am on my bed now, still awake. Where was I? Here goes…

Earlier...

The call came at around 12:15 AM, just a few hours ago. When my phone rang and I saw that it was he who was calling, I was thrilled. When someone whom you like to always talk to suddenly calls you, especially in an unlikely hour…I suppose you know the feeling. I answered. He wanted me to get to his place. That instantly got me excited. When someone whom you always want to be with suddenly invites you to come over and spend the rest of the night with him…perhaps you know the feeling.

That was why I immediately went on my way to QC from Ortigas. I took a taxi. In the car, minutes felt like forever as I was feeling extraordinarily eager to get to his place. Thanks to the taxi driver, it only took us about 10 minutes to get to Trinoma from Julia Vargas. He was unbelievably fast, almost suicidal. But, I did not protest as I was in a hurry myself.

When we got to his place, I got off and paid the taxi. “I’m here,” I said to myself. And then I tried to call him. There was no answer. I tried again. Nothing. I waited outside. Then, I tried again. And, waited outside. It went on for a roughly half an hour.

After dozens of unanswered rings, I have decided that it was time to head back home. Maybe he had fallen asleep.

Flashback...

This has already happened to me before. There was a guy named Kieronn. I know, strange name but I swear I did not make that one up. We call him Keeiong. That was his nickname. Our story was different back then. We sort of had something going on for a couple of weeks. Or, at least that was what I think about what we had.

Then he suddenly began to just not be interested anymore. Not answering text messages. Not returning calls. I had wanted to talk to him personally about what was going on. I told him that I wanted to see him. But, I wasn’t getting any word from him. No text messages, nothing. So, I have decided to come to his place. He wasn’t there.

A stupid idea came to me. I had decided to wait for him to come home, believing that where ever he was that night, he would surely eventually come home. I stayed and waited outside his place. I waited until 6AM. He didn’t go home. It turned out that he went out drinking with some friends.

Back to the present...

Anyway, back to the present, I was also waiting outside at his place earlier. But, I have decided that maybe he already went to bed. So, I am here safe at home right now. On my bed but not getting some sleep. I have work later and daylight is coming in a few hours.

So, this is for those people out there who, like me, have not yet slept and for him who I hope is sound asleep at this moment. This is “Lullaby” by Juno Rector.

Lullaby
Juno Reactor

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Nytnyt.

Seven Days Later (Sputnik Edit)

2010-09-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

6th of July 2010, Tuesday. I met Jerson. Seven days later...

...I received a text message from him. "Gusto kitang maging friend."

25th of August 2010, Wednesday. I met Denver. Seven days later...

...I was calling him. He had to make some guy pretend to be his 'jowa' and answer my call.

The 5th of September 2010, Sunday. I met him. Seven days later...

...I am still counting...
...and will be around for the right reasons. Wew! =)

Sputnik (Watching Over You)
Shades Apart

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Punong-puno ng music ang mga blog entries ko lately ah. Hmmm.

The Protocol Trilogy

2010-09-12T16:10:00.004+08:00

The First Protocol: All Nite

All Night Long
Alexandra Burke

Just came back from the Sunday mass. I haven't had sleep yet. I went out last night, right after "Resident Evil". My body was protesting as I badly needed to hit the sheets. But, I was going to be with him so I let sleep leave me behind.

It is interesting how a room full of people can still make someone feel lonely. Good thing I was with him and some friends.

It was the same room. It’s the same empty faces packed together to listen to some music. Music my ass. One can smell testosterone the moment one enters the room. Perhaps it is true that the point of coming in is to simply get loose and party. But, when the alcohol kicks in, half of the room starts dry humping each other. And, the fact that they are gay is their only excuse.

The Second Protocol: Masochismo

20,000 Miles Over The Sea (Boca Junior Remix)
Enigma

Omnia Sol temperat purus et subtilis. (The sun, pure and fine, tempers all.)
-- Anonymous, Carmina Burana (Songs from Beuern)

when in his eyes you tried to look
it wasn’t your gaze that he took
around the room he looked instead
and, you just smiled and shook your head
he fooled around while you’re around
and, still you didn’t make a sound

Self-inflicted pain. There is no one else who's hurting yourself but you.

Salt my wounds and I'll keep saying,"Thank you."
-- Shakira, Fool

The Third Protocol: Comfort

Invisible Love
Enigma

About 04:00 PM MNL.
I needed to talk to someone. I had no choice but to call my best friend in an ungodly hour. I punched in my brother’s phone number and called. After a series of unanswered rings, “Kuya?” It wasn’t my younger bro. It was my mother.

Opaw: Ma?
Mama: Naunsa man ka? Sayo man lagi kaayo ka nimata? (What happened to you? Why are you up so early?)
Opaw: Aha si Binggoy? Wala pa man koy tulog. Hehe. (Where’s Binggoy? I haven’t had any sleep yet. Hehe.)
Mama: Ha? Tulog pa imong manghud. Aha man ka gikan? (Huh? Your brother’s still sleeping. Where were you?)
Opaw: Diri ra man. Mata na si Papa? (I was just here. Is father awake?)
Mama: Mata na. Storya ka? (He’s awake. Do you wanna talk to him?)

I haven’t had time to answer. There was a quick conversation that I couldn’t make out.

Papa: Ying?
Opaw: Pa?
Papa: Hubog na sad ka? (Are you drunk again?)
Opaw: Dili uy. Naka-inom lang. (No, of course not! I just had a few drinks.)
Papa: Aha man ka nag-inom? (Where were you drinking?)

(the conversation went on for about an hour...)

Papa: Sige na kay magsimba pa mi. Ikaw pud diha.
Boying: Sige, Pa. Ayu-ayu mo diha tanan.
Papa: Ikaw pud.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscripts //

Holding on. That's what I do, since I've met you.
-- The Cranberries, Dafoddil Lament

To the wandering commuter: hey! sometimes, smiles just don't work. Kahit mapunit na bibig ko sa kakangiti. =)

Oh, and one more thing, what was that thing that I was talking about again? Ah, yeah...music.

Aura

2010-09-11T19:22:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, it is easier to tell stories in third person. Sometimes, it is easier to say “he” instead of “I”. So, for this time, please allow me to pretend that Boying is “he” and not “I”. Pagbigyan niyo na.

But, first, let me show you what music is. This is “Biot Messiah” from Juno Reactor.

Biot Messiah
Juno Reactor

The story began in a dimly lit room where he was drowning himself in the strobe lights. He drenched himself in alcohol while his heart was beating heavily to the rhythm of the music. Everything was a blur, black silhouettes and shadows moving to the pulse of the bass line. Once in a while he stares aimlessly down at the floor.

Then he meets him. Out of the blur and the shadows is this guy that stood out.

In that person he has found a reason to become tired of waking up beside a different person every morning. He has found a reason to get tired of waking up alone. He has found a reason to become tired of sleeping with his arms empty.

In that person he has found a reason to become scared again of what may hurt himself. But, he does not seem to care. What is it all for anyway if we are not all scared?

What he does now is hope. And try. Hard.

Because, that person did not only touch his body but, perhaps unintentionally, also touched his soul.

Grown Apart
Lisa Shaw

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // I am willing to wait because I believe that he is worth it. All I need is that chance to make things work out. I’m ready. Bring it on.

Solo Flight: Updated - 11 September 2010

2010-09-11T15:33:00.001+08:00

Walang kinalaman ang kantang ito sa Solo Flight post ko ngayon. Gusto ko lang siyang laging pinapakinggan lately. Oo, ang drama ng kanta. At ang drama ko. Pero, walang eepal at kokontra.

When I Look At You
Miley Cyrus

It is interesting how someone doesn't feel loneliness even when he's all alone. And, how a bar packed with people can make someone feel awfully lonely.

09.12.2010 06:45:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
The American [R-13]

09.11.2010 09:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
Resident Evil: After Life [PG-13]

09.05.2010 06:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
Going the Distance [R-13]

09.04.2010 11:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E16
Despicable Me (3D) [GP]

08.29.2010 07:10:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # E15
Cats & Dogs: The Revenge of Kitty Galore [GP]

08.28.2010 07:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
Vampires Suck [R-13]

08.21.2010 06:45:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
The Expendables [PG-13]

08.11.2010 08:55:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E16
Step Up 3D [GP]

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript //
"...because when I think of you, I don't feel so alone..."
-- Owl City, Vanilla Twilight

Unrequited

2010-09-08T22:50:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, it is not about what the other person feels. It is not about what he thinks. It is not even about what he doesn't feel for you.

Sometimes, it is all about what you feel. It is about that thing in there that you simply just cannot control. That passion that you know you do not have power over. And, it breaks you. Almost up to the point where it destroys you entirely. It hurts you.

There’s too much space that it drowns you. There’s too much silence. It is suffocating. You try to breathe but it only causes you pain.

But, in spite of it all, you hold on. Hoping that there is something in there. Believing that what you are trying to fight for actually exists.

Then you plead, “take it...take it now...”

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // I can't save you if you won't let me.

Praning

2010-09-06T17:04:00.005+08:00

...na naman si Boying.

"wise men say only fools rush in..."
- George Weiss, Hugo Peretti and Luigi Creatore

Inlababo na sad ang bayot. Haha. Hay.

Magwork na kaha ni karon?
Siya na ba kaha?
Magdugay ba kaha mi?
Masumhan ba kaha siya?
Masumhan ba kaha ko?
Kanus-a kaha mi masumhan sa usa'g usa?
Makakita ba kaha siya ug lain?
Pulihan ba kaha ko niya?
Magbulag ba kaha mi?

Hay. Daghana pud kaayo nako ug pangutana uy.

"but, I can't help falling..."

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Ang sarap naman ulit-ulitin ng "Never Let You Go" ni Justin Bieber sa ulo ko.

Chaka. Digits. Worth. Kotse. Reason.

2010-09-06T09:59:00.001+08:00

Chaka?

Galing ako sa regular na after-Fridays na pagkape at kwentuhan namin ng mga katrabaho ko. 1 AM na ako dumating sa dorm. Naligo lang ako at pagkatapos ay pumunta ako sa O bar na malapit sa dorm namin. Biyernes (sabado na ng madaling araw) kaya maraming tao. Siksikan. Parang MRT lang. Nakita ko ang isa kong crush. Si Doc. Tinanong niya ako kung sino kasama ko. Sabi ko wala. Ako lang mag-isa. Malapit lang kasi ako dun.

Siyempre, umuulan ng gwapo (...at bumabaha ng pangit. Joke. Loko lang.). Nakaupo lang ako sa isang gilid at naglalagok ng beer habang gumagalaw-galaw kasabay ng tugtog. Sa dami-dami ng gwapo (at kahit pangit na rin...) na lalake na andun sa loob...hay naku! May lumapit sa akin na isang chicks. Chubby pero pretty (o diba? ang bading-bading lang ng term. pretty? LOL!). Tapos sumasayaw-sayaw siya sa harap ko, nakatalikod sakin. Maya-maya, humarap siya sakin, at nakipagkilala. Si Che daw siya. Sabi ko naman si Boying ako. Tapos tinanong na niya ako.

Gay ka rin?

Hahahahaha. Natawa ako. Sa isip lang. Natawa sa isip. Oo, may ganun. Anyway, sabi ko sa kanya, "oo bading ako." Sabi niya, "bakit ganun kayo?" Sa isip ko na naman, "hello! girl, nasa O bar ka." Pero nag smile na lang ako. Parang Miss Universe pero walang kaway. Smile lang. Umalis sila nung kaibigan niyang bading.

Maya-maya, dumating sila ulit. Andun pa rin ako sa pwesto ko. Lumalagok pa rin ng beer. Tapos lumapit si Che sakin. Hinawakan niya ang mukha ko sa mga kamay niya at sinabi niyang, "ang gwapo mo talaga." Gusto ko sanang tumawa ng superdupermegaoverhyper-lakas (alternatively, major-major lakas. also, bonggang-bongga!) pero futile kasi malakas ang tugtog. Kaya mahina na lang ang tawa ko. Pa-cute. Narealize ko na lasing na nga si Che kasi sinabi niya, "para kang si Derek Ramsey."

Tapos, hinalikan niya ako sa pisngi. Tinanong niya din pala ako, "chaka ba ako?" Siguro dahil buong gabi na siyang nasa bar at wala pa ring pomuporma sa kanya. Sabi ko naman sa kanya, "hindi ah! Pero bakit ka andito?"

Digits?

Hindi ako natinag dun sa pwesto ko. Malapit kasi sa bar. Mabilis ang refill ng beer. Pagkatapos ni Che may isang waiter dun sa bar na lumapit. Nakipagkilala. At hiningi ang number ko. Binigay ko naman.

Maya-maya, may isang semikal na guy. Lumapit din. Hiningi ang number ko. Binigay ko naman. Tapos sabi niya sama daw ako sa kanya sa place niya. Pero tatlo daw kami. Wow! Threesome! Sabi niya intayin niya raw ako sa Ministop. Hindi ko siya nasagot. Kasi umalis na siya. Hindi ko alam kung gaano siya katagal nag-antay sa Ministop. Hindi ko na check.

Maya-maya, may isa ding guy. Si Bobby na taga Ilo-ilo daw. Hiningi niya rin number ko. Binigay ko naman. Sabi niya sama daw ako sa kanila. Sa Makati daw ang uwi nila. Kasama daw namin si Kevin. Kung sino man tong Kevon na 'to, hindi ko alam.

Worth

Mag aalas cinco na ng lumabas ako sa bar. Kumain muna ako sa may Starbucks dun lang din sa labas ng dorm. Nagutom ako.

Pagdating ko sa kwarto, tulog ako agad.

10 AM na ako nagising. Nung bandang hapon, napunta ako sa SM City San Lazaro. Kung pano ako napunta dun...

May nakakatext ako na nag-ngangalang Ron. Pinapapunta niya ako dun sa may Tayuman. Hindi sana ako pupunta. Tapos sabi niya hindi daw ako magsisisi (dahil daw ata gwapo siya). Kaya pumunta naman ako. "Worth it" daw naman ang effort ko sa pagpunta.

Tinanong ko pala siya kung alam niya itsura ko. Sabi niya yung kalbo daw na mukhang probinsyano. Nung nagkita na kami, tinanong niya ako kung bakit daw ako tumuloy. Ang sagot ko, "para makakita ka ng mukhang probinsyano."

Nung kumakain na kami, tananong niya ako kung may lahi daw ba kami. Sabi ko purong pinoy kami. Sabi niya, mukha daw akong bombay. Probinsyano? Bombay? Ano ba talaga? Probinsyanong bombay? Pagkatapos kumain, umuwi na ako.

Nagsisisi ako na pumunta ako.

Kotse

Dumaan muna ako ng Makati. Bumili ako ng tickets para sa "Despicable Me" at "Going the Distance". Umuwi ako ng dorm para maligo at bumalik ulit sa Makati para sa "Despicable Me". Daming gwapong bading na nanunuod. Haba ng pila.

Pagkatapos ng sine, umuuwi na ako ng dorm. Nagpalit lang ako tapos pumunta ulit ako ng O bar malapit sa dorm. Nakita ko na naman ang crush ko na si Doc. Kasama niya din yung isa ko pang crush. Nakaputi yun kahapon. Si Doc naka gray (or grey? ano nga spelling nun?). Napansin ko na karamihan sa mga gwapong bading na nakita ko sa sinehan nung nanood ako ng "Despicable Me" ay andun din sa O bar. LOL. Nakita ko rin si Joaqui. Hehehe.

Shortcut.

May nakilala akong guy. Si Joey. Hiningi niya rin number ko. Binigay ko naman. Tapos sabi niya sama daw ako sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung ano meron kay Joey na wala sila. Sumama ako. Dun kami sa kotse niya. Nakapark lang dun sa parking space ng Home Depot.

Papunta kami sa kotse. Tinanong niya ako kung lagi daw ba ako dun sa O bar. Sabi ko, "kagabi at ngayon lang." Sabi niya, "bakit? kaka-break mo lang?" Sabi ko, "huh? wala akong BF. Ikaw? Kaka-break mo lang?" Sabi niya, "three weeks ago daw." Sabi ko, "lagi ka ba rito?" Sabi niya, "ngayon lang."

Whatever.

Tapos yun, pumasok kami sa kotse niya. Tinatamad ako magdetalye. Basta, ang paborito kong part ay ang kiss. Ang sarap niyang makahalikan.

Pagkatapos namin ay bumalik na siya sa O bar. Andun kasi friends niya. Ako naman kumain ulit dun sa may Starbucks. Nagutom ako.

Give Me a Reason

10 AM na ako nagising kanina. Tinext ko si Joey. Sabi kasi niya kahapon, i text ko raw siya. Hehe.

Ngayon manunood ako ng "Going the Distance". Pagkatapos ay pupunta ako kela Joey. Pinapapunta niya ako sa place niya. Hehe.

Sana bigyan ako ni Joey ng rason para hindi na bumalik sa O bar. Wish ko lang.

-- Boying Opaw

Sabi ni Boying: Ang Mga Lalake...

2010-09-05T15:35:00.000+08:00

Boying: Ang mga lalake, parang pagkain lang.
Si Girl: Bakit?
Boying: Eat all you can...

(tawanan habang nagla-lunch break sa cube namin sa trabaho)

Boying: Ang mga lalake parang Pokemon lang yan e.
Si Girl: Bakit na naman?
Boying: Gotta catch 'em all...

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Magdagdag na kayo ng top 10 "ang mga lalake..." phrases sa comments (ala Chico and Del ng RX Monster Radio Morning Rush). Joke. Loko lang.

The Call

2010-09-01T09:44:00.002+08:00

After a series of unanswered rings...

Somebody: Sino 'to?
Boying: Si Boying 'to. (puzzled as to why would Denver not know who's calling, already assuming that his number has already been deleted.)
Somebody: Sino hinahanap mo?
Boying: Hindi ba ito si Denver? (realizing that what took the answer too long must have been the search for somebody to take the call)
Somebody: Jowa niya 'to.
Boying: Andyan siya?
Somebody: Wala. Nasa bahay. Ano kailangan mo sa kanya?
Boying: Ahhh. May sasabihin lang sana.
Somebody: Ano yun?
Boying: Ay, sa kanya sana.
Somebody: Ahhh.
Boying: Sige, pakisabi na lang na tumawag si Boying. Salamat.

Akong nahunahunaan, unsa man pud akong i-ingon kang Denver kung siya man galing ang nagtubag. Kinahanglan pa ba nako i-ingon sa iya nga dili niya sala nga dili siya ganahan sa akoa.

-- Boying Opaw

Hulam (Reiteration). Alcohol. The Happening. Karma Paranoia. Hopeful.

2010-08-27T09:05:00.004+08:00

Hulam (Reiteration)

Nasabutan nga magkita mi pag-usab ni Christopher atong Martes sa gabii. Pero nabag-o ang plano. Mag-inum daw uban sa iyang mga amigo. Naulit ko. Gusto unta ko nga masolo siya kay di ko kabalo kung kanus-a mi magkita pag-usab kay mubalik na ang iyang uyab gikan sa Davao sa Miyerkules. Pero wala koy nahimo. Ingon nako sa akong kaugalingon, i-enjoy na lang nako.

Didto mi sa Music Box sa Tomas Morato. Pag-abut namo sa imnanan, ang among napili nga lamisa sa tungang dapita. Paglingkod namo, nabanggaan nako ang lamesa sa wala sa among pwesto. Nagsorry ko sa lalake nga naginusara ug lingkod didto. Ug sa dihang natan-aw nako siya, akong nakita nga grabe man diay siya ka hitsuraan. Siya mao ang klase sa lalake nga akong maingon nga hangtud crush lang. Tungod kay siya isa sa mga klase nga matawag nako nga "out of my league", nga dili mi angay sa usa ug usa kay siya grabe ka gwapo unya ako dili. Busa human niadto, wala ra dayon ko nagbali bali niya.

Kaning gwapo nga laki, nagsigi ug balik balik sa CR. Sigi ug ihi. Tungod pud siguro kay siya ra nagsolo ug hurot sa bucket nga naa sa iyang lamisa. Naay kausa nga pagbalik niya gikan sa CR, iya kong nabanggaan. Mao nga nagkatan-away na pud kami pag-usab sa dihang nagsorry siya.

Taud-taud ang nilabay, nahulog ang iyang pack sa sigarilyo sa salug. Tungod kay duol ra pud among lamisa sa ila, ako kining gipudyot ug gibalik sa iya. Thank you daw, ingon siya.

Alcohol

Tungod siguro kay nahubog na siya. O dili ba kaha, tungod kay ngitngit sa sulod sa bar. Akong nabantayan nga katong gwapo nga lalake gasiplat-siplat na sa akoa. Nakabantay ko, ug tungod kay type pud nako siya, gatan-aw pud ko sa iya.

Na-timing nga nag CR siya ug ako kaihion pud ko. Nisunod ako sa iya sa CR. Ug didto nagkailhanay kami. Siya si Denver. Nagdugay mi sa CR. Nagstoryahanay lang. Ug iya kong gihanggat nga magpabilin uban niya sa bar. Kay pauli na akong mga kauban.

Kabalo ko nga ang desisyon nga magpabilin, bastos para kay Christopher. Walay dilikadesa. Pero siguro tungod kay gago gyud ko. Nagpabilin ko. Nalain si Christopher. Kinsa ba guy dili malain? Nagtext siya sa akoa:

"i've cheated on my partner for you. but you are making out with someone else while i'm around."

Busa, ang ending, nagpabilin ko. Uban ni Denver. In-ana ko kagago ato nga gabii. In-ana kagrabe ang tama ni Denver sa akoa.

Didto ko nakatulog kay Denver. Walay nahitabo. Ako: Yehey! Kay dili ko gusto nga naay mahitabo. Basta.

The Happening

Miyerkules na. Naa ko sa trabaho. Si Denver grabe ka atat mag text. Uli na daw ko. Sa iya. Magkita na daw mi utro. Mao nga gikan sa trabaho, lupad dayon ko pauli sa dorm para mag-ilis unya diretso na dayon sa ila.

Dili lang gihapon ko gusto nga naay mahitabo. Pero naay nahitabo. Basta. Unya pagkahuman ato, didto na nagsugod akong pagka-praning. Nga mawala na ang iyang amor. Nga dili na siya interesado. Kay nakatilaw na.

Karma Paranoia

Wala ko nasayop. Huwebes. Naa na ko sa trabaho. Gikan ko sa kang Denver. Udto na, walay text gikan sa iya. Hapon, nag text ko. Nangutana. Kung wala ba siya gimingaw sa akoa. Walay reply. Wala ko ka-agwanta. Nanawag ko. Ako gikumusta. Ug akong gipangutana ngano wala nagreply. Ingon siya, kapuy ug text.

Ouch.

Gabii na. Wala ko ka-agwanta. Nanawag ako pag-usab. Ako siyang gikumusta. Ug gipangutana. Kung kanus-a mi magkita ug usab. Sa iyang tubag, klaro nga wala na siyay gana para makigkita. Nga dili na siya interesado.

Wala na.

Mao ni ang akong karma. Hehe.

Hopeful

Siyempre, dili mawala ang paghunahuna nga basin naa pay pag-asa. Nga basin pwede pa. Pero ingon sila, lisod ipaglaban ang butang nga wala diha.

Kaning pag-asa nga nabilin, akong gaipanghinaut nga mawala na. Para dili na sakit. Hehe.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // You can go your own way. You can call it another lonely day.

Hulam

2010-08-23T08:28:00.001+08:00

SEB. Sex Eye Ball daw. Mao na akong giingon sa akong kaugalingon atong wala pa mi nagkita. SEB lang. Wala nay lain. Tambal ra sa akong uwag. Sa sakit sa akong pus-on. Sa init sa akong lawas. Sa akong uhaw. Pero, usahay bisag atong mga kaugalingon, ato gihapong gaka-ilad.

Sa wala pa mi nakighilawas sa usa'g usa, kabalo na ko nga para sa akoa mahimo ang tanan nga sobra pa sa uwag. Nakabalo na ko nga makagusto ko sa iya. Pero, wala unta kini kaso kung ako lang ang naay nabatian.

Pagkahuman sa among pakighilawas, didto nako nakita nga dili lang ako ang adunay gusto. Nakita nako kini human niya ako gipangutana kung gusto ba daw ko magpahulay usa ayha mulakaw. Nakita pud nako kini sa dihang mihalok siya ayha mi nanggawas sa ilang puluy-anan. Gipangutana nako siya kung ayus lang ba nga sabayan nako siya sa salakyan pagawas sa ilang lugar. Miingon siya nga walay problema. Pero, nakita na pud nako pag usab ang akong nakita ganiha sa dihang gihanggat ko niya nga ihatud naku siya sa iyang trabaho. Ug, sa dihang gihanggat ko niya nga mubalik pag-usab sa ilaha puhon.

Kabalo na ko daan nga naa na siyay kapikas. Laki gihapon. Lima na sila ka tuig. Kauban niya sa panimalay. Kung unsa ang sukod sa ilang panaghinigugmaay, wala na ko kabalo. Dili na pud kini importante. Ang punto mao ang kamatuuran nga naa na siyay kabahin sa iyang kinabuhi.

Siguro, tungod kay gipauna na pud nako akong uwag ayha ang akong utok. Siguro, tungod kay adik lang gyud ko.

Kabalo ko nga kaning naa sa among duha dili magdugay. Kabalo ko nga muabot ang panahon nga masakitan ko ani. Siguro ang importante karon ang kamatuuran nga mao ni akong gipili nga buhaton. Siguro ang importante nga kabalo ko kung siya angayan ba o dili para sa kasakit nga akong mabatian inig kahuman niining tanan.

Magkita na pud mi utro. Siguro, magkalingaw na lang sa ko sa unsay naa namong duha karon. Ug, mag-andam sa maabot nga drama. Mag-andam sa pag-abot sa panahon nga i-uli na nako ang akong gihulaman.

-- Boying Opaw

Poison

2010-08-08T06:34:00.002+08:00

Track list:
1. Triguerra – 03:04
2. Poison – 02:58

The tracks may be heard at my page in Virb.com (http://www.virb.com/boying).

Alternatively, I also have a page in facebook: (Boying Opaw).

-- Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 08 August 2010

2010-08-08T04:37:00.000+08:00

Napanood ko na ang Tekken. Crush ko na si Luke Goss at Roger Huerta. LOL.

08.08.2010 09:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
The Ghost Writer [PG-13]

08.07.2010 05:15:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # D16
Tekken [PG-13]

-- Boying Opaw

Salakyan [the 17th Study on Fractals]

2010-08-05T01:03:00.001+08:00

The objective is to attempt fit an image into a 400px by 300px canvas without overcrowding detail and information.

All passengers going to Coganama, please board Transport Number BXA-0503 now. Transport is allocated to Check-in Platform 05, Area J01 of Sector Three. Departure is in 30 minutes.

Cargo Transport Number G-01121986 has just arrived from Naboli Springs. All personnel assigned to Transport Entry please stand by. Transport will dock at Platform 01, Area X09 of Sector One.

Sectors Five and Nine are temporarily closed for operations due to emergency maintenance activities. Please refer to information displays and assistance consoles for updated platform assignments. Our apologies for the inconvenience.

Attention Terra Level personnel stationed at Platform 22, Area A11 of Sector Four. Transport Number NXT-99 is initiating exit sequence. Kindly clear Terra Level.

Transport Number ALN-16211 going to Zaawea is currently on hold. Latest Recon reports weather condition in Cistranio Desert still unfavorable for travel.

All passengers, please be reminded that the Thasqi Transport Terminal will be closed on the afternoon of December 24 and the whole day of December 25. Operations will resume on the 26th. Please be guided.

Cargo Transport Number ZX-01 from Carsiki Alps has suffered severe damage and is currently stranded in the Djinae Deserts. Repair and Maintenance Teams are now en route. Our apologies for the delay.

Waste receptacles are located all over the terminal. We would like to remind our passengers to kindly dispose garbage properly. Let us help save the planet for the future and for our children.

If this journey is a sentence, a paragraph or a piece of literature, how would you end it? With a period? An exclamation point? A question mark? An ellipsis?

-- Boying Opaw

Surprise (LOL!)

2010-08-03T23:05:00.001+08:00

Hindi alam ng mga magulang ko ang balak ko na pag-uwi sa amin nitong susunod na linggo. Mahilig ako sa ganun. Yung uuwi na hindi nagsasabi. Yung bigla na lang susulpot sa bahay ng walang heads up. Surprise baga.

Pero nung Lunes ng hapon. May nitext ang mama ko na ikina-panic ko ng bonggang bongga. Sabi niya pupunta daw siya ng Baguio ng August 16. Ibig sabihin pwede niya akong daanan dito sa Manila. Kaya ang text niya ay may saya at ligalig. Siyempre, dahil makikita niya ako. Kasi nga hindi niya alam na uuwi pala ako. LOL. Kaya pagkabasa ko sa text niya, napatawag ako agad at nasira ang surprise ko. Sabi ko wrong timing ang pagpunta niya dito kasi uwi naman ako dun.

Sabi ko na lang magkikita naman kami dun ng ika-12 hanggang ika-15. Pagbalik ko naman dito, maabutan ko pa siya dahil sa ika-20 pa naman ang uwi nila. Tinanong niya pa kung bakit daw ako magbabakasyon. Na-suspended raw ba ako. LOL.

Pero kanina, nag text ang mama ko. Sabi niya, hindi na lang daw siya tutuloy ng Baguio. Nakakatamad daw. Hahahahaha. Iba na lang ang inatasan niyang pumunta. Work-related kasi ang lakad na iyon. Ayun. Nakakatuwa. Hehe. Halata kasi na kaya lang siya pumayag na siya ang papapuntahin ng Baguio kasi pwede niya akong daanan dito. Ngayong alam na niya na uuwi rin naman ako, pinasa niya sa iba. Hee hee. Yey!

Sabi naman ng papa ko sa susunod daw tumigil na daw sa kaka-suprise. Haha. Ang kulit.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Ang malaking surprise ay parating pa lang. Sasabihin ko kaya? =)

Seat Numbers

2010-08-01T05:28:00.000+08:00

Akala niyo tumigil na ako sa kakanuod ng sine mag-isa. Hahahahaha. Hindi. Ito ang schedule ko lately. Pansinin ng mabuti ang seat numbers. LOL. Silipin din ang iba pang Movie Nights at tignan ang seat numbers. Hahahahaha.

The Sorcerer's Apprentice
Paul Dukas, Walt Disney's Fantasia

07.31.2010 09:45:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
Salt [PG-13]

07.24.2010 05:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E16
The Last Airbender in Digital 3D [GP]

07.18.2010 07:15:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # E16
Inception in Digital 2D [PG-13]

07.17.2010 07:10:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
The Sorcerer's Apprentice [GP]

07.10.2010 06:35:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E10
Predators [R-13]

06.30.2010 09:45:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # E15
The Twilight Saga: Eclipse [GP]

06.26.2010 09:00:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E17
Knight and Day [PG-13]

-- Boying Opaw

Traffic Update

2010-07-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

//
Nalaman ko kahapon na hindi sa lahat ng pagkakataon nakakainis ang traffic. Minsan magpapasalamat ka dahil traffic.

//
Hindi ako fan ng Westlife at ni Mariah Carey. Pero hinanap ko kaagad ang title ng kantang ito sa Google pagkarating ko sa dorm. Wala lang. Gusto ko lang malaman ang title.

Against All Odds
Westlife feat. Mariah Carey

//
Parang walang connection ang mabagal na traffic at ang kanta. Pero, kanina nagkaroon ito ng connection. Si manong kasi. Sana sa RX Monster Radio na lang siya naka-tune in. Hindi sana ito ang kanta. =)

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Hala! Relax sa pag connect ng mga bagay-bagay. Relax sa music.

The Morning After

2010-07-25T13:39:00.001+08:00

Hindi ito pina-tugtog sa party kahapon, pero ito ang sound track ko para dun. Earworm. Hehehehehe.

All Night Long
Alexandra Burke Feat Pitbull

Salamat sa mga taong ito for having me there sa party
Erik
Moi
Jepoi
Odin

Sa mga kakilala ko na dumating at sa mga bago kong nakilala, next time ulit.
Lloyd
Alvin
Allan
Darwin
DJ RJ
Onon
Trey
Michael
Dabo
Icoh
Joaqui
Gibbs
Jamie Da Vinci
YJ
Nyl
Viktor
Mugen
Jepoy Dacuycoy
Red the Mod
Leah
Sharon
Calvin
at yung mga namukhaan ko lang...

Humigit kumulang, alas nueve na ng umaga. Ang liwanag ng araw ay sumisilip na sa kurtina ng bintana ng kwarto. Sabi niya, "Bangon na, Boying. Gutom ka na." Gutom na nga ako. Pero sabi ng malambot na kama at unan, "Higa ka muna. Maya ka na tayo." Bukas na ang pintuan sa kwarto kaya pumasok ang amoy ng pagkain at kape mula sa kusina. Sabi nila, "Hali ka na, Boying. Kain na." Naririnig din ang tunog ng mga kutsara at tinidor ng mga gising at kumakain na. Nag agree ang tiyan ko. Gutom na nga talaga ako. Kaya bumangon ako at nagsuot ng sapatos.

Dumaan ako sa banyo at nagweewee. Pagkatapos nito ay naghilamos ako. Nagising ako ng buo nang maramdaman ko ang maligamgam na tubig sa mukha ko. Tumingin ako sa mukha ko sa salamin. Wala akong suot na salamin. Medyo iba pala itsura ko kapag hindi nakasalamin. Napangiti ako sa sarili ko. Sabi ng reflection ko, "Mayng buntag, Boying!"

Sa hapag-kainan, may mga nakaupo na at kumakain. Humanap ako ng pwesto, naupo at kumain na rin. Natakam ako sa kape kaya nagtimpla ako. 3-in-1. Instant. Nakalimutan ko ang brand. Kumain na rin ako. Ang sarap ng mga natirang pagkain na niinit nila. Napakain ako ng marami. Ganun din ang kape. Isang patunat na hindi lang Starbucks, . Nakapalibut kaming lahat sa mesa, kumakain. Masaya kapag may kasama habang kumakain. Lalo na pag nag kukwentuhan.

Salamat at hindi ko kailangan mag-emo, magdrama at maging mapagpanggap para makita, mapansin at ma-enjoy ang mga bagay-bagay na ito.

-- Boying Opaw

Flight Plan

2010-07-20T17:24:00.005+08:00

Manila (NAIA Terminal 3) to Cagayan de Oro (Lumbia Airport)
Departure Thursday 12th August 2010 04:20:00
Arrival Thursday 12th August 2010 05:45:00
Flight No. 5J 381

Cagayan de Oro (Lumbia Airport) to Manila (NAIA Terminal 3)
Departure Thursday 19th August 2010 06:15:00
Arrival Thursday 19th August 2010 07:40:00
Flight No. 5J 382

yehey! uwi akong Bukidnon!

-- Boying Opaw

Press Release: Joseph Leonard Gordon-Levitt

2010-07-19T07:34:00.003+08:00

Wala akong mahabang sasabihin. Napanood ko na ang "Inception". Gusto ko lang i-announce officially (yes! may ganung chever!) na may bago akong crush. No, hindi si Leonardo DiCaprio. LOL. Ang pangalan niya ay Joseph Leonard Gordon-Levitt.

-- Boying Opaw

Come!

2010-07-18T10:46:00.000+08:00

Waka Waka (The Official 2010 FIFA World Cup Song)
Shakira featuring Freshlyground

you're a good soldier
choosing your battles
pick yourself up
and dust yourself off
get back in the saddle

you're on the front line
everyone's watching
you know it's serious
we are getting closer
this isn't over

the pressure is on
you feel it
but you got it all
believe it

when you fall get up, oh oh
if you fall get up, eh eh
tsamina mina zangalewa
'cause this is Africa

tsamina mina, eh eh
waka waka, eh eh
tsamina mina zangalewa
this time for Africa

listen to your God
this is our motto
your time to shine
don't wait in line
y vamos por todo

people are raising
their expectations
go on and feed them
this is your moment
no hesitations

today's your day
I feel it
you paved the way
believe it

if you get down get up, oh oh
when you get down get up, eh eh
tsamina mina zangalewa
this time for Africa

tsamina mina, eh eh
waka waka, eh eh
tsamina mina zangalewa
anawa a a

tsamina mina, eh eh
waka waka, eh eh
tsamina mina zangalewa
this time for Africa

-- Boying Opaw

Hug

2010-07-17T17:13:00.003+08:00

Regular ako sa Starbucks sa labas ng dorm na tinitirhan ko. Ngunit mag-iisang buwan ko nang hindi nakikita ang barista dun na si Bogs. Siguro hindi ko naaabutan ang shift niya. Nakakamiss din pala.

Kanina, bagong gising ako at ang unang pumasok sa isip ko ay hindi ligo, hindi toothbrush, ni hindi hilamos man lang. Ang unang sumagi sa isip ko ay pagkain. At, siyempre, kape. Kaya pagkabangon ko, walang ligo, walang hilamos, walang toothbrush, at nangangamoy pa ako nang pumunta sa Starbucks. Hindi man lang ako nagpalit ng damit. Gutom ako. Hahahahaha.

Kinukuha ko na ang order ko nang biglang may lumabas galing sa likod ng "kusina". Si Bogs. At, hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako maka get over sa sinabi niya sa akin kanina:

"tagal na kitang hindi nakikita dito ah. namiss kita. parang gusto kitang i-hug."

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Habang buhay na lang ba akong hanggang kilig na lang?

Seven Days Later

2010-07-14T10:11:00.006+08:00

"gusto kitang maging friend"

Those were his words. Those were the summary of what we have started about a week ago. Those were the inevitable conclusion.

Seven days later...

...I'm a hunter again.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Pwede na akong lumandi ulit. Pwede na akong landiin. Hee hee.

Reckless

2010-07-12T06:22:00.002+08:00

Maybe it is the fear that if we do not get them now, we may never get them at all. Maybe it is the fear that if we do not have them now, somebody else will. Maybe it is the fear that this so-called now is the only chance that we will ever get.

That is why we forget about faith and hope, faith on our very own selves, hope for what is beyond the now. That is why we become blinded and turn our focus on what is the "right here" and the "right now". That is why we rush into this supposed unknown that is presented before us, unknowingly refusing to see what the consequences might turn out to be.

A guy once told me – showed me – about closing one's eyes and leaping forward. Well, this is an entirely a different thing. This is being plain reckless.

-- Boying Opaw

Taking Risks

2010-07-07T18:38:00.001+08:00

Nagsimula ang lahat sa isang patalastas na nasundan ng palitan ng contact info. At dahil sa isang phone call, nauwi ang lahat sa isang eyeball-slash-one-on-one-inuman-session.

Nagkaroon na naman ako ng rason upang maging praning na baka mabigo at masaktan. Ngunit, gaya nga na sabi nila, ano daw ang silbi ng lahat ng ito kung hindi tayo takot mabigo at masaktan?

--Boying Opaw

Just For Tonight, Darling

2010-07-03T13:24:00.000+08:00

...let us get lost

Let's Get Lost
Beck and Bat For Lashes

-- Boying Opaw

EB

2010-06-20T19:31:00.001+08:00

Equipped with only two drum machines and two monophonic synthesizers, I came up with this most recent experiment with sound. Unlike my previous so-called experiments, which made use of more complex virtual instruments and effects, these tracks were made with only the virtual instruments mentioned. Sticking to the modest idea of this experiment, I even used MS Paint for the cover, instead of Photoshop.

The tracks may be heard at (and downloaded from) my page in Virb.com (http://www.virb.com/boying).

Alternatively, I also have a page in facebook: (Boying Opaw).

Track list:

1. EB – 02:54
2. Game Slave – 02:56
3. Yotero - 03:26
4. Del Sur - 02:11

-- Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 20 June 2010

2010-06-20T16:05:00.001+08:00

Dahil andito ako sa Manila, matagal-tagal na ring hindi ko nakakasabay manood ng sine ang kapatid ko. Nung sabado, lumabas kami at nilibre niya ako.

06.20.2010 09:15:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
Letters to Juliet [PG-13]

06.19.2010 04:25:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # D5
Toy Story 3 in Disney Digital 3D [GP]

-- Boying Opaw

Status Report: B-10

2010-06-16T10:55:00.001+08:00

Kahapon ito. May pupuntahan kasi ako sa may QC. Galing akong Ortigas. Traffic. Naisipan kong mag tren.

Sa may Ortigas MRT Station ako sumakay. Wala pa ang tren. Antay muna. May isang lalake na nakatitigan ko. Tapos bumaba tingin niya sa Junjun ko. Siguro naamoy niya ako.

Hindi naman sobrang gwapo yung lalake. Pero masarap siya. Yung tipong mukhang mama pero may appeal. Hindi naman cute, hindi naman sobrang may itsura, pero masarap talaga. May ganun. Siya ang isa sa mga halimbawa.

Dumating na ang tren papuntang north. Sumakay ako. Kung saang pinto ng tren ako pumasok, dun din siya. Punuan, pero hindi naman gaanong siksikan. Magkatabi kami. Ang kamay niya malapit kay Junjun ko. Walang paligoy-ligoy, dumapo ang kamay niya sa Junjun ko. Siyempre, alert si Junjun. Tigas agad in an instant.

Siyempre, naramdaman niya ang pagtigas. Ang hipo niya naging hawak at himas. Lalong naghumindig si Junjun. Lalong nagalit. Hindi tumigil si masarap na lalake. Lalo siyang naging mapangahas at pinasok niya ang kamay niya sa shorts at brief ko. Kinapa si Junjun. Dahil siksikan naman hindi halata ng iba. Pero yung lalake na malapit saming dalawa, nakita ang ginagawa niya sa akin. Siyempre, wala akong paki-alam sa kanya. Ang iniintindi ko lang ay ang kamay na nakabalot at humihimas sa Junjun ko.

Pagdating sa susunod na MRT station, kelangan nang bumaba ni masarap na lalake. Habang papahinto ang tren, nakipagtitigan siya sa akin. Nag-aayang bumaba din ako kasabay niya.

Sayang. Kung wala lang sana akong kelangan puntahan sa QC.

Hindi ako bumaba.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // May mga bagay bagay na sadyang kulang at bitin...

Movie Nights: Updated - 14 June 2010

2010-06-15T01:55:00.002+08:00

06.14.2010 10:00:00 PM
Trinoma. Cinema 2. Seat # M14
Killers [PG-13]

Pano ako napadpad ng Trinoma?

Rewind.

Online ako sa planetromeo maghapon. May nakausap akong foreigner pero based sa pinas at dito nagtatrabaho. Nagpadala ng pics niya sa planetromeo. 25 pa lang daw siya, kasing idad ko lang. Gwapo. Masarap. Sabi niya game daw ba ako. Sabi ko ayus lang. Sabi ko wala akong place. Sabi niya naman may place siya, okay lang daw ba 7pm kasi gabi pa ang alis ng maid niya. Sabi ko ayus lang. At dahil dumudugo na ang ilong ko sa kaka-Ingles, sabi ko text/tawag na lang ako later.

Hindi ako nagtext/tumawag/pumunta. May nakipagkita kasi sakin. Galing din sa planetromeo. Kita daw kami sa Trinoma. Kaya yun. Killers.

Yung Killers na movie sa Greenbelt 3 (see previous posts), hindi ko napuntahan. Nasa kama ako ng mga panahon na iyon, masakit ang kakabunot lang na ngipin. Sayang ang ticket.

Pasensya, wala akong naisusulat na adventures lately. Siguro busy ako.

Merong scene dun sa movie na gusto ko. Yung nasa France pa sila tapos nagdi-date sa tabing dagat. Sobrang sarap nung lugar at sobrang feel-good itong kanta. Super! Ito yung kanta/tugtog sa scene na yun.

Artist: Snow Patrol
Track: Just Say Yes

-- Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 13 June 2010

2010-06-13T17:49:00.000+08:00

06.13.2010 09:00:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # E15
The A-Team [PG-13]

06.12.2010 07:50:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
The Karate Kid [GP]

-- Boying Opaw

In Progress...

2010-06-09T09:01:00.000+08:00

My twitter account is inactive so let me do things here...

- working on something not so secret and not so new
- so excited about it
- looking forward to have things done two weeks from now
- will post things here if done by then
- yey!

-- Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 06 June 2010

2010-06-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

Napanood ko na rin ang Sex and the City 2 kahapon at parang nakita ko si Jason Tomas. Pero bago yan, kwento muna ako ng mga pangyayaring medyo (oo, medyo lang) related sa panonood ko ng sine kahapon. Magsisimula ang kwento ko sa pagbisita ko sa aking bagong dentista nung nakaraang Sabado. Nagkaroon ako ng dentista bigla dito sa Manila dahil sa pamimilit ng mama ko na i-meet itong dentista na kakilala niya raw. Nung nalaman ko na ang dentista ay babae, single at kasing edad ko lang, naisip ko na hindi lang ngipin ko ang gustong ipa-ayus na mama ko. Hahahahaha.

Anyway, ang nangyari noon nakaraang sabado, nagkaroon ako ng labin-limang pasta. WoW! Ganun na pala ka sira sira ipin ko. Sabi din ng dentista, kelangan daw niya bunutin ang isa kong ngipin. Libre naman (libre ni mama, hindi nung dentista) kaya pumayag na rin ako. Pero nung sinubukan na niya, hindi niya nagawa. Ayun, buong linggo tuloy sumakit ang ngipin ko last week. Sabi niya ballik na lang daw ako at iba dentista na lang daw ipapagawa niya. Kasamahan niya daw.

Shit tinatamad na ako magkwento...

Anyway, bago ako pumunta sa clinic ni doc, sumaglit muna ako sa Greenbelt para bumili ng tickets! Yey! Chos! Ito sila:

06.06.2010 07:20:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Killers [PG-13]

06.05.2010 11:15:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E17
Sex and the City 2 [R-13]

Pagkatapos ay kumain muna ako sa isang food chain. Habang kumakain, may tumabi sa akin na isang gwapong guy. Chos! Seryoso 'to, gwapo talaga. Dun kasi ako sa parang pwesto ng mga kumakain ng solo. Siyempre nauna ako natapos sa kanya, paalis na ako ng tinignan niya ako. Tumiging din ako sa kanya. Yun lang nagkatinginan kami. Boring. Ang engot ko kasi, sana kinausap ko na agad. Ayun, wala tuloy nangyari.

Nakakatamad talaga magkwento ngayon. Shortcut ko na nga lang. Yun, dumating ako sa clinic. Yung dentista na bubunot ng ngipin ko gwapo. Ni-add ko siya sa facebook. Haha. Ayun, binunot ang isa kung "wisdom tooth" dahil imbis na tumubo ito pataas, tumutubo ito paharap at tinutulak ang iba kong ngipin. Inabot kami ng tatlong oras para tanggalin yun. Buti na lang gwapo yung dentista. Hahahahaha. Pagkatapos nun, yung isa kong ngipin naman na ginalaw ni doktora nung nakaraang Sabado. Pagkatapos nun, pinayuhan ako na magpahinga na raw. Dahil pasaway ako, hindi muna ako umuwi, nanood ako ng Sex and the City. Ayun, nagkonek na ba ang kwento? Hahahahaha.

Si Bogs pala isang linggo ko na hindi nakikita. Nagkasakit daw.

Meron din akong bagong crush (dami kong crush. hee hee.). Ang mang-aagaw nito, dedz sakin. Hahahahaha.

-- Boying Opaw

Subscribe Now

2010-06-04T08:34:00.000+08:00

Messages from 0915 111 8672:

Naulan na s lbas..tc kpo qng lalbas k ah..wag k pbsa..mwahugz
05.27.2010 08:03:19 AM

Gud eve..just got loaded..what ru doin nw..Nxa shaw aq 2m 4a wedding..Xna mkxma kta in time
05.27.2010 10:14:07 PM

Gud eve..just got loaded..what ru doin nw..Nxa shaw aq 2m 4a wedding..Xna mkxma kta in time
05.27.2010 10:14:57 PM

M0rning..just got up..ngbreakfast knb?pwdy b aq pumunta jan?This m0rning..
05.28.2010 07:45:16 AM

Im on my way to mega nw..Bili muna aq gft then pnta n ksal
05.28.2010 01:05:31 PM

Tpos na ung wedding..im on my way nw 2 shaw..
05.28.2010 07:35:24 PM

Pa las pinas npo aq.ang lmig tlga nw xrap qna may kahug
05.28.2010 09:39:54 PM

Gud m0rning..gcng nq..anglamig,xna khug kta kht pano hehe..May gmik kb 2ni8?pwdy bq pnta jan 2ni8?hehe mwah
05.29.2010 06:32:54 AM

Pnta aq nw s cubao met q ung frnd q then soli qna rin ung bar0ng..f ever jan aq stay xeyo overni8 pra b0nding tau
05.29.2010 02:24:07 PM

Showing na pla prince of persia..xna mpanuod q xa..kxma k
05.29.2010 10:40:19 PM

Buti pa ung tropa q they will watch prince of persia nw..aq d2 bhay kinda bored
05.30.2010 05:12:33 PM

Ligo tau..pnta kz aq church..mwah..xma k u want?
05.30.2010 06:53:01 PM

Bhay npo aq frm church mwah..gwa u po
05.30.2010 09:34:06 PM

Kt2pos qlang po maghugas ng plates..m watchng t.v nw ..mwah
05.31.2010 10:46:57 PM

Nkhga npo aq..nw lng po ntpos ung natl.treasure..ni8 na,cu in my dreams..mwah
05.31.2010 01:18:31 AM

M0rning..d2 npo aq s makati..bka daw maresched aq kz wla ung mag interview xkin..haist xan kya aq pnta n2..
05.31.2010 09:53:28 AM

Wla nq mpunthan..830am ang applying time ng mga bank d2 s ayala..
05.31.2010 11:27:56 AM

D2 aq nw s glorieta npo..bka umuwi nlang aq f ever
05.31.2010 12:16:11 PM

Im on my way to albang na mwah
05.31.2010 01:10:35 PM

Hope ur d0ne with ur dner hugz
05.31.2010 08:11:30 PM

What ru doin nw?still up?Xna ktbi kta nw
05.31.2010 10:51:26 PM

Il be in makati n0w..hope 2 meet u incase after i fix sum important matterz there hehe
06.01.2010 07:53:07 AM

D2 po aq greenbelt nw..i dnt knw whre 2 stay 1:30pm p blik q sa EastWest bank..tgal q pa maghntay haist..
06.01.2010 11:46:33 AM

Tpos na appointment q sa eastweek..nl2mig aq lmig kz dun..xna kxma kta nw.pnta aq jan jeje
06.01.2010 04:13:02 PM

Dinner kna jan ah..mwah.aq lter p kz
06.01.2010 07:32:12 PM

What ru doin nw?mwah
06.01.2010 11:17:29 PM

M0rning..nagbreakfastknb?Tc k lgi ah mwah
06.02.2010 06:59:05 AM

Im d0ne with mah lunch hope u2..mwah Its raining outside..wish were 2gether so i can hug u
06.02.2010 01:07:07 PM

Its a heavy rain outside wish were 2gether n0w..so that i can feel ur warmth..
06.02.2010 03:06:09 PM

Nagdner knb? Expired nq in 3mins..tc k lgi ah..maulan s lbas..mwah
06.02.2010 06:56:10 PM

Hope u already d0ne with ur dinner..can i hug u?its so cold n0w..
06.02.2010 09:57:04 PM

Gud m0rning..ang lamig..xna kykap kta nw mwah..breakfast tau pnta kz aq mkti nw..mwah
06.03.2010 07:16:25 AM

I hate this..naresched aq dhl l8 aq s appointment q..nw i dnt knw where 2go at this early m0rning hre n makati
06.03.2010 09:28:26 AM

What ru doin nw?tbi tau s bed pwdy hehe
06.03.2010 11:08:21 PM

Notes:
1. There were messages prior to the messages listed here.
2. I have met a guy who's also receiving exactly the same set of messages from this number. It looks like the messages are being "sent to all".
3. I have tried a couple of times to call the number a few months ago. No answer.

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // I have no fucking idea who this severely disturbed guy is! Will somebody please teach me how to unsubscribe?

It's Just a Little...

2010-06-02T06:25:00.000+08:00

...Crush

Ito ang isa sa mga crush ko na celeb sa pinas...si Derek Ramsey.

Ito ang isa ko pang crush na celeb dito sa Pinas...si Will Devaughn.

Sino 'tong baklang 'to?

-- Boying Opaw

Whatcha Say

2010-06-01T07:46:00.000+08:00

- a note explaining, illustrating, or criticizing the meaning of a writing
- an observation or remark expressing an opinion or attitude
- a judgment expressed indirectly

Source: http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/comment

-- Boying Opaw

Meron Akong Kwento

2010-05-31T16:12:00.001+08:00

meron akong kwento
tungkol sa kung paano ko pinigilan ang aking sarili na makipagtalik
nung nakaraan lang

meron akong kwento
tungkol sa kung gaano ko kabilis nahanap ang isang kaniig
nung isang araw

meron akong kwento
tungkol sa kung gaano ako ka-consistent
sa mga kwento ko at pinaggagagawa lately

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // Sometimes, I question if it is enough to accept that some things change over time and some things just don't.

Movie Nights: Updated - 31 May 2010

2010-05-31T07:42:00.000+08:00

05.30.2010 09:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # D16
Shrek Forever After [GP]

at last, natuloy din ang panonood ko ng Shrek Forever After (please refer to previous posts para sa movie sched ng Shrek Forever After na hindi natuloy). pero medyo late dahil nakipag kwentohan pa ako sa mga Charlie's Angels habang nagkakape. bakit kaya kahapon ko lang napansin na hot si naka-black na Charlie's Angel? oh, god!

-- Boying Opaw

Kahapon. Kanina. Ngayon. Kilalanin. Tikman.

2010-05-30T10:06:00.002+08:00

Kahapon
Galing akong nanuod ng Prince of Persia kahapon (please see previous posts for movie schedule) at kakarating lang sa Home Depot compound. Sobrang init sa labas kahit mga alas dies na ng gabi at naliligo na ako sa sarili kong pawis. Naisipan kong samaglit muna sa Starbucks sa labas ng dorm at magkape. Dahil sa hindi makayang init ng panahon, naisipan ko na ang aking paborito (at redundant na) na mainit na Mocha Grande ay gawing Frappe (kahit hindi ko talaga hilig ang Frappe). Siyempre kaya ko ito kinikwento dito dahil na naman kay Bogs.

Iba ang kahero at ang kumuha ng order ko. Pero lumapit si Bogs. Sabi niya, "may Facebook na ako, Boy." Sabi ko, "ano Facebook mo?" Sabi niya hanapin ko lang daw siya dun. Si Bogs gumawa ng Frappe ko. Hee hee. Inubos na lahat ng pwesto sa baba kaya sa taas na lang ako. Tsk. Tsk. Hindi ko tuloy makakausap si Bogs.

Wala pang limang minuto tapos na ako sa pagkain at kape ko. Kaya bumaba na ako para umuwi na. Nakasanayan kong kapag tapos na ako, dirediretso na sa labas at uuwi na ng dorm. Kahapon, nung nasa bandang pintuan na ako narinig ko si Bogs, "ano ba yan, Boy? Wala man lang ba-bye." Natigilan ako at napako sa kinatatayuan ko. Mga dalawang segundo ata akong nakatayo lang dun at naka-"stupid grin" bago nakapagsalita. At ang sinabi ko lang ay, "Ba-bye." Hahahahaha. Engot! Sabi na lang ni Bogs, "Ingat."

Shit! Bakit kasi kailangan ko pang kiligin? Siguro mula ngayon, kapag nasa Starbucks si Bogs, magpapaalam na ako lagi kapag aalis na. =)

Kanina
Maaga akong nagising as usual para magsimba sa Megamall. Isa sa mga disadvantage ng naka-bukod: walang tatay na kakatok sa mga kwarto niyo at gigising sa inyo, walang nanay na magluluto ng napakasarap na agahan. Ang agahan ko kanina ay sa isang food chain malapit sa Megamall. Nakabili na ako ng pagkain at naghahanap na ng pwesto. Nang umupo ako sa bandang gitna, napansin ko na sa bandang harap ko pala na mesa ay may isang napakasarap at napakagwapong lalake (pihikan ako kaya't pag sinabi kong gwapo, gwapo talaga). Siyempre, sinungaling ako kung sasabihin kong ayaw ko siyang tignan. Pero dahil mahiyain ako (oo, mahiyain, hindi ako nagbibiro, hindi joketime ang post na ito), pasimple lang ang maya-mayang pagsulyap ko sa kanya. Hindi ko alam kung bakit sa bawa't sulyap ko ay laging nahuhuli niya akong nakatingin. Maya-maya ay kelangan na nilang umalis ng mga kasama niya. Patingin-tingin pa rin ako sa kanya. Hanggang sa bago sila tuluyang umalis, nginitian niya ako sabay tango. Tumango na lang din ako. Sayang hindi ako nakangiti. Hindi niya tuloy nakita ang smile ko. Tsk. Tsk. Shit talaga.

To sum up, ang landi ko. =)

Ngayon
Yey! Friends na kami ni Bogs sa Facebook

-- Boying Opaw

Postscript // May mga tao na gusto mong makilala ng lubusan. May mga tao na gusto mong tikman lang.

Movie Nights: Updated - 29 May 2010

2010-05-29T12:39:00.003+08:00

05.29.2010 07:45:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E17
Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time [GP]

boy misteryo: kelan ka manonood ng prince of persia?
boying opaw: ...

* because, unless i'd be with someone from the family, I'd rather want to watch movies alone...

-- Boying Opaw

Definition of Terms

2010-05-28T10:20:00.004+08:00

Hindi pokpok: YOU
Mga pokpok: people who are more sexually active than YOU

If this is what you seem to believe in at this exact moment, then I highly suggest that you go home and take time to meditate and rethink your life. =)

I would also like to dedicate this song to you:

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Hindi

2010-05-27T09:06:00.000+08:00

pwede bang ako lang ang laman ng phone book mo?
pwede bang ako lang ang tatawagan mo?

pwede bang ang mga mata mo ay sa akin lang titingin?
pwede bang ang mga bulong mo ay ako lang ang makakarinig?

pwede bang ang mga kamay mo ay ako lang ang hahawakan?
pwede bang ang bibig mo ay sa bibig ko lang hahalik?

pwede bang ako lang ang laman ng iyong isip?
pwede bang ako lang ang makakarinig ng iyong mga halinghing?

pwede bang katawan ko lang ang didilaan mo?
pwede bang ako lang ang iyong titikman?

pwede bang sa bawat paggising mo ako lang ang iyong katabi?
pwede bang ang iyong katas ay sa akin lang didilig?

pwede bang ako lang ang iyong kakainin?
at, ikaw lang ang kakainin ko.

pwede bang sa akin ka lang?
habang, ako ay sa iyo.

Hindi,
Boying Opaw

Postscript // I was supposed to put here 'Seloso' instead of 'Hindi'. However, I became confused as to whether I am a jealous person or I am just insecure.

Randomization: Plastic

2010-05-26T09:54:00.000+08:00

To be patient is a virtue.
To be plastic is an art.

-- Boying Opaw
Plastic at Maarte

Rain Dance

2010-05-25T11:25:00.002+08:00

kay grabi na ka igang
kay sobra na ka alimuot

para matibisan ang yuta nga giuhaw
para mahugasan tanan nga nahugaw
para mabugnawan ang panahon nga init

para makaligo na ko

-- Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 24 May 2010

2010-05-24T11:18:00.000+08:00

05.23.2010 09:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # A17
Shrek Forever After [GP]

Yan ang nabili ko na ticket kahapon ng gabi. Pero hindi ko napanood. Okay lang dahil hindi naman ako sa row E sana uupo.

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Three. Beer. Bitch? Coffee. Bogs.

2010-05-23T06:16:00.000+08:00

Dear diary,

Kahapon ko sana ito dapat naisulat dito. Pero, siguro naunahan ako ng antok.

Nagkaroon ako ng pagkakataon kahapon na makita muli at maka-inuman ang tatlo kong kaibigan na mga blogger. Isang ex-boyfriend turned very very close friend, isang kaibigan namin ni ex-boyfriend (na crush ko, alam ni ex-boyfriend 'to, hehe) at isa pang kaibigan namin ni ex-boyfriend na ka-ibigan nung isang kaibigan namin ni ex-boyfriend (at crush ko rin, alam din ito ni ex-boyfriend, hehe). Kaya, yun feeling ko ang ganda ganda ko nung nakainuman ko ang tatlong guys na yun kahapon. Hoy, kayong tatlo kung nababasa niyo 'to, wag na kayong mag react. Hahahahaha. Seryoso, natuwa ako at nakita ko kayo kahapon.

Tapos may nikwento sila sa akin na 'press release' ng isang blogger na hindi ko na nababasa/binabasa (ang sama ko...). Irerespeto ko na lang yung 'press release' niya.

Tapos mayroong naka-red na t-shirt na guy na crush ko sa kabilang table dun din sa pinag-inuman namin. Lagi ko siyang tinitignan habang nag-iinuman kami.

Tapos pinatugtog dun sa pinag-inuman namin ang "Alejandro", "Knock You Down", at "Break Your Heart". Yey!

Tapos mayroong dumating na guy na katrabaho ni ex-boyfriend.

Am I a bad person?

Ang haba na ng naisulat ko at ang dami ko na sinabi pero ito lang pala talaga ang sasabihin ko. Pagkatapos nakipag-inuman sa kanila, nagkape ako ulit dun sa walang kamatayan (at malamang ay gasgas na dito sa blog ko) na Starbucks dun sa labas ng dorm. Siyempre, kaya ko ito isusulat dito kasi nakita ko na naman si Bogs.

Hindi si Bogs ang gumawa ng kape ko pero siya ang nagsulat dun sa paper cup ko ng pangalan ko. Hindi na 'Boy' ang nilalagay niya. Ang nakasulat dun 'Boying Opaw'. Hehehehehe. =)

At dahil madalang na ako dun sa store nila, sinabi ni Bogs habang kinukuha nung kasama niya ang order ko, "Namiss kita, Boy."

Alam ko na friendly talaga si Bogs at yung 'miss' na yun ay 'miss' in a friendly, non-romantic way, gaya ng namimiss natin ang mga kaibigan o kapamilya natin na matagal na nating hindi nakikita o nakaka-usap. Pero aaminin ko na naman na nung sinabi niya yun, sobrang kinilig ako.

Isipin ko na lang na nalasing ako kaya akala ko sinabi yun ni Bogs. Pero hindi niya pala talaga sinabi yun, Ganun nga, yun na lang isipin ko. Hehehehehe.

Bogs, sana hindi ka na lang mabait para hindi ako tamaan sa iyo. Hehe.

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Belated: Better Late Than Never

2010-05-17T02:05:00.001+08:00

Birthday ni Bogs nung May 12. Nakita ko sa friendster. Pero hindi ako bumati kasi baka isipin feeling close. Kanina lang nagkape kami ng mga kadorm ko sa may Starbucks sa Home Depot Ortigas kung saan barista si Bogs.

Papanhik na sana ako sa taas, pagkatapos kung kunin ang kape ko, nang tinanong ako ni Bogs, "Gift ko, Boy?"

Natigilan ako. Sabi ko na lang, "Ay! Belated..."

Sabi naman niya, "Ganun lang?"

Ngumiti at tumawa na lang ako.

Sabi na lang din niya, "Thank you..."

Matagal ko na tinigil ang 'pagpapantasya' kay Bogs, mula nung napatunayan ko na hindi kulay green ang dugo niya. 'Wag na magtanong-tanong. Basta, alam ko. Hehe.

Pero sa mga sitwasyon na tulad nito, aaminin ko, kinikilig pa rin ako.

Ang masasabi ko lang, Bogs, "Hay..."

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 15 May 2010

2010-05-16T00:56:00.003+08:00

05.16.2010 09:10:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # E15
The Last Song [GP]

05.15.2010 09:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Robin Hood [PG-13]

05.14.2010 11:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
A Nightmare on Elm Street [R-13]

05.07.2010 09:10:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
The Bounty Hunter [PG-13]

04.30.2010 10:00:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # C16
Iron Man 2 [GP]

Sabay namin nanood ng Robin Hood, kasama namin sa sinehan, si Sam Milby at John Prats. Magkasama silang dalawa.

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Cooking 101

2010-05-08T17:49:00.000+08:00

Ingredients:
1 pc chicken
2 pcs knee

Procedure:
1. Add chicken.
2. Add knee.
3. Add the other knee.
4. Serve.

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 25 April 2010

2010-04-25T16:07:00.003+08:00

04.25.2010 09:15:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
The Back-up Plan [PG-13]

04.23.2010 11:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # D15
The Losers [PG-13]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Emo Spoof (Para sa Tunay na Lalake)

2010-04-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

Nakuha ko 'tong pic na 'to sa Hay!Men! Ang Blog Ng Tunay Na Lalake:

Wala kami magawa sa opis minsan kaya naisipan naming kunin ito:

Ako yang kalbo na nasa baba. Yang nasa lower-left na nakasuot ng lumot-green na polo.

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 18 April 2010

2010-04-18T13:11:00.001+08:00

Nung huling beses na nakita ko si Bogs, tinanong niya ako kung naggy-gym daw ba ako. Sabi ko hindi kasi walang budget. Ang totoo, libre ang gym sa opis. Tamad lang talaga ako.

04.18.2010 08:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Diary of a Wimpy Kid [GP]

04.17.2010 07:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # D16
Date Night [PG-13]

04.16.2010 08:25:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Shutter Island [R-13]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 11 April 2010

2010-04-12T02:51:00.004+08:00

04.11.2010 11:20:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Everybody's Fine [GP]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

I Am Home

2010-04-09T03:36:00.005+08:00

The tracks may be heard (and downloaded) at my page in Virb.com (http://www.virb.com/boying).

Track list:

1. I Am Home – 02:41
2. The New Day Awaits – 02:36

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 09 April 2010

2010-04-09T03:06:00.003+08:00

04.08.2010 08:10:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
Clash of the Titans [PG-13]

03.20.2010 09:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
The Book of Eli [PG-13]

03.19.2010 11:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # E15
When In Rome [GP]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 13 March 2010

2010-03-14T02:31:00.001+08:00

03.13.2010 11:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E17
Green Zone [R-13]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 12 March 2010

2010-03-13T02:08:00.001+08:00

03.13.2010 09:00:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
Green Zone [R-13]

03.12.2010 11:20:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
The Box [PG-13]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 11 March 2010

2010-03-11T22:29:00.001+08:00

Tentative Weekend Schedule

03.14.2010
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1.
Green Zone [R-13]

03.13.2010
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4.
The Box [PG-13]

03.12.2010
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5.
Alice in Wonderland [GP]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 06 March 2010

2010-03-06T13:40:00.004+08:00

Thursday ng gabi, 4th of March 2010. 11:00 PM na ng dumating ako sa dorm. Bangag galing sa trabaho. Gutom. Naisipan ko na kumain onti at magkape sa Starbucks sa may labas dorm. Bumibili na ako ng pagkain at kape. Wala si Bogs. Habang kumakain na ako, may tumawag sakin, "Boy!"

Hinanap ko ang tumawag. Si Bogs pala. Sabi ko, "Uy!"

Sabi niya, "Kumusta?"

Sabi ko, "'Eto, tumataba pa rin."

Natawa siya. Tapos tinanong niya ako, "May facebook ka ba, Boy?"

Tinanong na niya ako noon dahil pinopromote niya nun ang facebook page ng Starbucks Philippines. Sabi ko, "Oo, meron. Fan na ako ng Starbucks Philippines."

Pero, sabi ni Bogs, "E, ang dami na dun e. Hindi ka namin mahahanap dun." Tapos may inabot sakin si Bogs na ballpen at tissue. Sulat ko daw facebook ko. Ayun, sinulat ko naman. Tingin ko may nag utos kay Bogs na kasamahan nila kasi wala naman facebook si Bogs. Ano gagawin niya sa facebook ko.

03.07.2010 09:30:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Crazy Heart [R-13]

03.06.2010 06:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
Up in the Air [PG-13]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 28 February 2010

2010-03-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

Sabi ni Bogs tumataba na raw ako. Baka daw sa kaka-Mocha Grande.

Meron akong bagong crush. Si Aram. Nakikita ko siya sa Caltex sa may Julia Vargas, Meralco Ave. kada Linggo ng gabi.

02.28.2010 07:05:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
From Paris with Love [R-13]

Yan sana ang nabili ko na ticket. Nasayang lang. 6:30 PM na ako nagising. Late na. Bumili na lang ako ulit. May nakauna na sa Seat # E11. Fuck!

02.28.2010 09:10:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # F11
From Paris with Love [R-13]

Sa pagitan ng Seat # F11 at F12 ay may aisle.

Habang nanunuod ako, ang nakaupo sa Seat # F10 ay si Diether Ocampo. Meron siyang kasama na babae, nakaupo sa F9.

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 27 February 2010

2010-02-28T00:41:00.001+08:00

02.27.2010 09:00:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # E16
It's Complicated [R-13]

02.26.2010 11:20:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Armored [R-13]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Movie Nights: Updated - 24 February 2010

2010-02-24T23:20:00.004+08:00

02.21.2010 06:55:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # E16
Invictus [PG-13]

02.20.2010 06:40:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # E11
Edge of Darkness [PG-13]

02.19.2010 11:25:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 5. Seat # E15
The Wolfman [R-13]

02.14.2010 09:20:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 3. Seat # C16
Love Happens [PG-13]

02.13.2010 11:15:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 1. Seat # D17
Percy Jackson and the Olympians: The Lightning Thief [PG-13]

02.12.2010 11:59:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 2. Seat # B15
Valentine's Day [PG-13]

01.30.2010 08:55:00 PM
Greenbelt 3. Cinema 4. Seat # D11
The Blind Side [PG-13]

01.26.2010 08:20:00 PM
Glorietta 4. Cinema 5. Seat # FS
Tooth Fairy [GP]

01.17.2010 07:40:00 PM
Trinoma. Cinema 7. Seat # B23
Sherlock Holmes [PG-13]

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Skin Ed

2010-01-12T02:35:00.002+08:00

It’s the 12th of January again, a special day for me. Two years ago, I have released my very first of these so-called conceptions on this very same day. Now, drawing inspiration from my favorite musicians, I will yet again release another of these creations and will call it ‘Skin Ed’.

The album contains 5 tracks that I made in about one week when I went home for the holidays last month.

‘Skin Ed’ is a made-up name that I took from skinhead. I got the idea from when someone has a stuffy nose and tries to say ‘head’ but won’t be able to pronounce the ‘h’.

‘Ang Sayaw sa Engkanto’ (Fairie Dance) is about letting go of pretenses and setting one’s self free. It is about closing one’s eyes and leaping into the infinite unknown.

‘Que Alamero’ is about people who feed on gossip and pretend that they give a damn when what they really do is just be nosy, to those who just find it so difficult to be happy for others.

‘Fight No More’ is my heartfelt ode to peace. It is me standing in the middle of the street, holding a ‘Stop the Killing’ placard in one hand, and screaming ‘Fight No More’ through a megaphone held on the other hand.

The tracks may be heard (and downloaded) at my page in Virb.com (http://www.virb.com/boying).

Track list:

1. Skin Ed – 02:18
2. Ang Sayaw sa Engkanto (Faerie Dance) – 03:20
3. Que Alamero - 02:18
4. Skin Ed (Stupid Head Edit) – 01:29
5. Fight No More – 02:15

Regards,
Boying Opaw

Bentong, Please

2010-01-11T12:58:00.001+08:00

Alam ko wala akong karapatan. Pero kung meron man, kung lang naman, I will ask...hindi, beg pala...I will beg you...

Bentong, please, sa nalalapit mo na pagpunta rito, gusto sana kitang solohin. Ayaw kong makipagkita ka sa iba at kung makikipag kita ka man, isasama mo ako. Oo, selfish. Inaamin ko, maramot ako at seloso. E, ano ngayon.

Uulitin ko, kung lang naman. Kung may karapatan...

Feelingero,
Boying Opaw